Just Me

Just Me
When I was on WW I lost 45 lbs and was happy

Wednesday, June 22, 2011

Wednesday

Well Im really feeling better. Except my heart hurts for my friend Rachel. She is in a coma and the dr;s dont know why there is an infection or where it came from or what its called. Im praying for her!

Monday, June 20, 2011

Being Sick

Well Friday afternoon I got sick, So sick in fact I had just gotten to my PT appointment and dhad to go home before it even started. I was in bed fron about 1 until Sunday. AThought I was feeling better sunday and then again at Winco I got sick again at the register. I hate this feeling. Its partial the Flu and partial raging stomach cramps. I feel tired and completely wiped out. Im trying to stick it out becasue in part my friend Rach is in the hospital fighting for every breath she takes. My sick is no where near the kind of sick she is... I am praying for her...

Friday, June 17, 2011

Well here were are at Friday

Ready for today to be over.... It just started but I have high hopes that it will go by quickly. Odds are slim... Muscle spasem in my forarm its really weird and uncomfortable. I called PT lat night to see if he can get me in... Im going to call him again this morning!

Thursday, June 16, 2011

So you think you can dance

I always wanted to dance... I always wanted to be "that". I danced when I was young, I danced when I was a teen, I even danced when I was in my 20's. I miss that. I know I can do that again... Need to find my motivation.....

Just Because

Music touches my heart, not nessesarily because of the lyrics but the sound. It can make you Happy, Sad or even angry. Its very powerful! Maybe I can find moivation there!

Lyrics to Someone like you~ Love this song... By Adele

I heard that you're settled down,
That you found a girl and you're married now,
I heard that your dreams came true,
Guess she gave you things I didn't give to you,
Old friend, why are you so shy?
Ain't like you to hold back or hide from the light,

I hate to turn up out of the blue uninvited,
But I couldn't stay away, I couldn't fight it,
I had hoped you'd see my face,
And that you'd be reminded that for me it isn't over,

Nevermind, I'll find someone like you,
I wish nothing but the best for you, too,
Don't forget me, I beg,
I remember you said,
"Sometimes it lasts in love,
But sometimes it hurts instead,"
Sometimes it lasts in love,
But sometimes it hurts instead, yeah,

You know how the time flies,
Only yesterday was the time of our lives,
We were born and raised in a summer haze,
Bound by the surprise of our glory days,

I hate to turn up out of the blue uninvited,
But I couldn't stay away, I couldn't fight it,
I had hoped you'd see my face,
And that you'd be reminded that for me it isn't over,


Nevermind, I'll
 find someone like you,
I wish nothing but the best for you, too,
Don't forget me, I beg,
I remember you said,
"Sometimes it lasts in love,
But sometimes it hurts instead,"

Nothing compares,
No worries or cares,
Regrets and mistakes, they're memories made,
Who would have known how bittersweet this would taste?

Nevermind, I'll find someone like you,
I wish nothing but the best for you,
Don't forget me, I beg,
I remember you said,
"Sometimes it lasts in love,
But sometimes it hurts instead,"

Nevermind, I'll find someone like you,
I wish nothing but the best for you, too,
Don't forget me, I beg,
I remember you said,
"Sometimes it lasts in love,
But sometimes it hurts instead,"
Sometimes it lasts in love,
But sometimes it hurts instead.

I figured out the Artist!

With the help of Kim, we figured out it was Adele! Now I can go on with my day! Oh side note: ate way to much at lunch in a meeting with Salad, Brisket that was rather fatty and 2 rolls. Wish I had an off switch for being hungry.

Bananas

So bananas are good for you so thats what im having for breakfast! Good for me! Does it matter is thier in the shape of say banana bread? Hmm I think that would not be a good choice... but warm with a little butter mmmmmmm. I need to get something in my tummy though... Coffee (Check) food (notso much).... Big sigh....

Ever Heard a Song then cant find The Artist UUUUU

About 7 this morning on my way to work I heard a band that sounds like "Concrete Blonde" They are not ,but its a female lead singer with a raspy voice and a hell of a sound! I just rock out everytime I hear her! I have searched every radio station playlist and cant find them.... Its going to drive me crazy. I thought I was listening to 105 Charlie FM but it wasent listed there... That will drive me nuts all day... I really want to buy the CD... Oh well,

So I looked for my motivation last night and so I can check off that it is NOT in my kitchen, nor is it in a can of beer. It is also not on my couch. Im going to narrow this down one way or another. I brought a lean quisine to work today, and I highly doubt that it will fill me up... But its worth a shot.

I did talk with some friends last night and I have to say that they are very VERY motivating for me and made me feel great! Hmm maybe I am on to something... Ok well I will ramble more later.... Loves Molly ( By the way, as you can tell I dont care about my spelling or grammer so please dont judge)

Wednesday, June 15, 2011

Wanting More

Just a note, feeling like I am missing something that has nothing to do with weight, a smidge empty I suppose. Remeber when you were 15-21 and life was yours? In love, happy, life couldnt be better. Then choices were made, some of them wrong and now you look back and long for "Do Overs" Dont get me wrong, I love my son and my husband, but I just feel somehow empty... Just a note..

After Lunch Issues

So after I had lunch today I added what the points would be on the new ww points system and I am about at my limit for the day. I would get 25 points and I have already eaten 20. ( Not including the dip I made for my lunch) So in essence I have probably gone over my limit. That is frusterating to say the very least. But at least I am looking at what I am eating now and counting it up... Maybe I will go for a walk tonight... Maybe not.... Still looking for my motivation....

Day 2 is alot like day one

I feel like if I had a willing person to walk with me everyday I would do it... I did bring the right food today so thats a start right?

Tuesday, June 14, 2011

Uhhh

So tonight the husband made dinner and forgot some things at the store, so I went for him, I got some "diet food" and hope for the best. there was skinny people everywhere, I see them like they are a daily reminder of what I am not and wish to be. Its a hard day.. Still looking for my motivation....

Today is Hard

Not feeling very happy, I know I need to get started but dont know how.... Wait yes I do, I get my ass back to weight watchers and get motivated. I know what to eat and how to eat it, I know how to excersize and what it will do for me... I have 0 motivation.....Today I am going to start looking for my motivation....